My mom left and I was stuck at home with my sisters =3= they annoy me to no end sometimes. Melody (one of my sisters) wouldnt listen and Ariel (the youngest) kept making it worse and arguing. I had to watch my friend's dog. She wouldnt go out and go to the bathroom cuz it was raining. I dont really know how to take care of her and I wasnt sure what to do for their cat. Give it more food or just.. IDK. All my mom said was let the dog out for a while. I wasnt sure what to do for the dog cuz it was thundering too and I wasnt sure if I should have stayed to confert her or not. Even if I had to I couldnt cuz then I would have to leave my sisters alone ... together something I cant do. Last time Ariel threw something at the cat while I was gone for a quick second. Im kinda worried about the dog and the cat. Im afraid something could happen. Call me paroniod but I cant help but worry about other ppl, animals, or things (sometimes). I think of the worst case sonaio in my head even though I know it wont happen. .... IDK anymore.

Melody wouldnt stop crying and I ended up yelling at her. Something I hate doing but find myself doing very often. She just wouldnt listen to me at all. I was trying to make her stop. She said she hated me. She said that I was mean all the time. She couldnt see it but I was crying as she said that. It hurts when she does that. Im afraid that something is gonna happen and I wont be able to tell her that all the things that she thinks I do is "mean" is just some way to protect her. To protect both of them. I dont want to lose them before saying I love them more than anything. Something I couldnt tell Angel, my grandpa, or my mom's friend, who I havent seen in a while. I want them to know but I just cant get around to telling them. I hope something good happens tomorrow something to make me feel a little happier. Ttyl ppl better yet .... sorry for just spaming ur inboxes with emotional fluff... sorry...

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Edit:
I just finished watching the rest of the Soul Eater episodes! I feel a little bit better. I walked into Melody and Ariel's room to see how they were doing and both were asleep. Melody moved but she looked so cute like that though. ^^

I just got freaked out cuz I heard something outside like something was trying to get in. At fist I thought that it was my imagination so I ingnored it for a little while. Then Oreo (the new puppy) started barking at the same window that I heard the noise from. I told her to stop but she didnt. Normally she would stop but she kept staring at the window and barking at it. What made it worse was that she kept getting closer then backing away. I think it was just me but then I heard a noise from upstair when Melody and Ariel were clearly sleeping. The cat was laying on the chair by me so she couldnt have done anything. She was even staring at the window. IDK I really think it was my imagination but I saw something move inside the house. It scary but I think it was an animal or I just went a little loony for a sec Oh well ttyl pplz!